Not a day goes by that I don't miss my wonderful little boy Dominic. Grieving and missing him and getting through the day is still minute by minute. I went to Costco this morning, and felt like I was bombarded with reminders of all the things he liked. Yogurt drinks, fruit chews, little boys summer clothes and swim suits, so many reminders of what he was and now is not. Living without him is just getting through the day as best I can, using distractions and trying to keep busy, until I can get some relief from the pain whilst asleep.
I miss you and love you more than words can say, darling boy. Never was a child more loved. My greatest hope now is that you're safe in heaven, in the care of your wonderful Nana, and that we will see each other again. Your Dad firmly believes this, and I hope it's true.
Big Magic
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Sorrow is beautiful. I never realized it until the Great Loss hit me, full
blunt force in the face, in the heart. It struck down the very core of me
until ...
8 years ago
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